These are posts about the continuing experience outside the Essays. As the journey has progressed - so has the atmosphere. These writing continue the journey as the essays were completed as of July 20, 2020. Read of that moment as the essays came to a conclusion here - "Lessons from the Essays" or hear the narration of that post - "Lessons of the Essays - Narrated".
Written Wednesday, February 12, 2020 / Day 184 / Evening
Had you told me at the beginning of this journey that there would be 6 volumes of these essays I would not have believed you.
If you told me that each volume would become increasingly poignant, touching and powerful (to me at least) - I would have doubted your vision.
And yet here we are.
We have arrived at the 129th essay.
I am staggered at this moment.
Since January 12th, the direction of this journey is now on a new path. That path I have dreaded because - in my mind - it takes me away from everything that I feel is me.
Yet as I have been seeing - I am being led to that future point without my agreement.
The change is obvious. I just look away from what I see happening.
But know that at some point I will know when the new world has been reached.
I have fought writing many of these essays in this Volume 6 - their power quite unlike anything I have encountered so far.
Dare I say what I have been saying at the end of each volume?
How could this become any more powerful than what has been written up to this point?
I am intrigued as anyone as to the answer to that question.
All I know is that there will be an answer to that question.
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